Wats the worst that could happen~

Don't let me go, don't let me go.just cool lyrics, i donno why, but awesome.i am such a random kiddo.but oh wells i donno whys i am awake at 5am, after winning $4 in mahjong just awhiles ago i spent another $10 cabbing back home.its a lose.but the company was awesome.the last few mj sessions have been awesome with all the crap talking, espcially some crap like" a bird in hand is better than none" like its better to win a 1 tai than not to win at all, the every1 was holding on the the 'yi shou' then laming around.kickass times.

Damns todays the 6ths of july alrdy, another 14 days n i would be off to taiwan.DIE.xiaoming, we have to lose the tummy in 2 weeks before we go there if not we will be a lose hahaha.

karma is a bitch.D:

Looking at my blog, and the dates of the entry makes me feel that i should update more often. Oh before i forget happy D: day to all the D:, ya so anyways if anyone knows what D: means.tell me.hahaha. but hogays i donno why being an avril fan(she still rocks!) n stuff i didn't ever hear of this song "nobody's home" till yesterday, its not like a happy song at all but it makes a whole lot of sense. I can't really tell if the song is supposed to tell us not to give up or to say that the person is too cui alrdy either way, either way it seems to me we each have to find our own place in live, no one else can do it for you. And more often than not we get lost, thats when life sucks and we have to deal with it but oh wells, when life gives u lemons, u can't tell them can don't.

Anyways i was so bored that i thought of aot of stuff to write but when i really start to type, an imaginary duster seemed to have wiped off all the imaginary thoughts i had written down on my imaginary whiteboard. So say even for me even now, i am not sure whats path am i supposed to go, i am such a confused kiddo(yeahhh all u guys have their entire future planned out, only a few careers make use of what they learn during their educations, like doctors and lawyers n stuff, but the rest of us are just twiddling our fingers and dododo-ing around) and i just go with the flow waiting for stuff to happen. I should really do something instead of waiting for stuff to fall out of the sky, but yeah money still rains down from the heavens, so me sticking along that line of thought isn't that too bad at all. Maybe just for awhile more i will just go along with the flow, cos face it, lifes much easier if u go with the flow. Whats that phrase about, "Do not follow the path may lead. Go, instead where there is no path and leave a trail". That's inspiring and stuff like that, not to be not optimistic, but you can tell that same phrase to the other unsucessful people dropping into caves, eaten by dragons, squashed by trees or chased by black smokey stuff(i have been watching too much lost) while trail leaving.haha.It should be more generally be a "Go with where the path may lead. And, flow".

But yeah i shd really start to plan for future stuffs, cos i suddenly figured out why ppl say studying is much better than working. Using a simple analogy, as everyone knows, projects are a burden. And the odds are that you can't have project mates of your choice, a double burden. And the fate of your grades lies not only in your own effort but the efforts of others. Triple burden. Now think working, all the above + money hinges on the balance. Burden max up. Projects in school can only affect your grade to a certain burdenish level but when you are working, the whole playing field changes, the level that u can be burdened to is astronomic( i just like this word, astronomic, it makes me sound pro). We should find something that we are good at, and be awesome at it. Cos everythings adds up, if u are the only one. You are number one. Its simple maths. D:

Oh wells, 1 more month before the start of another term, then there were 4. "Don't let me go, Don't let me go, Don't let me go", well that was random and i think i have been listening to too much "Never Say Never" by the Fray. An on a random note i hoped i have used up all my bad karma or is it still accumulating and hiding in some random corner waiting to pounce.I am scared man, I am.hahaha(the hahaha ruins the whole scared thing, but yeah, I am) Its about time, me and xiaoming, realised that the tummy is karma, and its resilient. I am eating like 1.5 meals a day and i am gaining weight, thats not awesome.not awesome at all but oh wells the only excercises i can do now are swimming freestyle only and cycling, I gotta get a new bike, cos some random burden STOLE my bike outside my house 2 days ago(i guess the number combinations are so easy to break with just about 1000 different numbers. Those bike kopers are good they actually put in the effort to camp for quite awhile to figure out the combination, I have to give them credit for that. BUT, I still wanna zeng them.

Peace out yo'

1 more day and the burden eid project is over! At the start of week 1 we were just 12 strange(strange as in strangers) random ppl, now at the end of week 5, we are 12 random ppl.not so much strangers but u could still call us strange.haha but its quite an awesome 12 ppl and we were quite amused/stunned/confused that our prototype could work and it worked kickass-ly well, we are such engineers *beams* engineering awesome stuff, or rather we just paid money to outsource the making of our product and we like exceeded the budget and had to pay more money.lose.So now we just hope with the 1st prize money we can earn backs our money if not we would be such poor kiddos, but we will scrape thru.somehow.Life sucks and we have to deal with it.

And damnits life sucks, i am getting heavier even after going supperless, running n gymming.the universe works in weird(some might say wonderous but i will just stick to weird.cos its simply.weird. bert yeah i am over 80kg, i am round(the joke about being in shape and round is a shape isn't that quite funny now) life 1 me 0.Its as though life has some cheat code when u are doing something, the level of difficulty gets harder while the OTHERS doing it seemingly are more relaxing than u, i am sure its like parallax error, but the degree of error is like awesomely large.Lifes not this good, its THAT good. Somehow i will get that cheat code as the saying goes, in order to be the best, u just have to cheat before the rest. Wise words my man, simple but effective.Now the problem is getting it, but things will eventually work out, i donno how but ya things will work out and they work out awesomely, the only thing is that the cheat codes gets u there faster. We just have to keep doing stuff and u will eventually be awesomely good at it -OR- you could also find out that u awesomely suck at it and no matter what u do, things are going to be suckier and suckiest, but i will stick to option 1 and eventually i will be a pro. thats how i roll(not cause i am round)

What makes his overall unstoppableness unstopable?Is it possible to stop the unstoppable?Is the answer to the question in another question?We may never know.And in never knowing, the unknowable is unstoppable.hahaha its such a barney stinson thingy(if u watch how i met your mother woah and theres really a book called the "bro-code" released by how i met your mother, i gotta get myself one of those Bro-code#87 A Bro shalt at all times say yes.hahaha) to do.u have to watch this link to get it.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fjCJurCB4XU&feature=related.its the most awesome commercial ever haha but u have to get basketball to get it.

I just realised its like near 1am and i have to be awake at 6am, things arent looking all bright and sunny(might be cos its 1am but thats not the point)damn eid so early in the morning, mornings are not meant to be awake and doing stuff, mornings are meant to be slept in, preferably with rainy weather. not to wake up at 6am and take the mrt from tampines to ntu to present stuff thats not how lifes supposed to be, but u have a plan and life has a plan. Life wins this battle but the war will be another thing, come la fight la scared meh.haha i think its time i shd go sleep or more random stuff will come outs. As random as the bunch that zouk'd haha but it was an awesome random group, if u have fun, you are number one =)

If not for the burden 1 month eid(i donno wad eid stands for..e*** idiotic d***, i am confused but or wells, its such a burden) 2 weeks into the holidays and 7 more days to the results..orhsum! But oh wells the burden professor approved our kind of kickass project which was like to build a dehumidifier into a mcdonalds delivery bag to prevent the fries from getting soggy(yeah i do stuff related to food..i get that alot)..what up!

Anyways its a saturday afternoon now and i am watching the worldclass one tree hill, even at season 6 its still the most kickass orhsum movie series ever. Holidays has been orhsum so far with a gazillion of shows watched and many more to come. i am quite lost to what to type now as i somehow forgot what i wanted to type just like 1hour ago..life sucks and we have to deal with it, we can either do nothing about it or we can do something, things won't just come to you cause you think u deserve it, u have to take it.i am fat so i will go run now(i am suchhhh a spontaneous person..i get that from my personality test from bursin's webby, i am such an individualistic doer =) orhsum)..This post is taking forever(i think i opened this livejournal window at like 1 pm and its 7pm now and all i got was 2 paragraphs.lose)bert anyways, i ran, i crawled, i tumbled and i got back alive, running is quite orhsum, especially the ending part where u are going to die bert u refuse to die and u just start to be awesome(orhsum). Granted running itself is quite a boring thing, everytime i run everything else is a blur(not cos i am too fast like a beepbeep, bert cos i am on the verge of puking, i really shdn't eat before running.its really quite a bad jio. i should really learn from experience(experience is a biatch,it teaches you stuff but the price u pay varies)and this eating before running is more of a bad jio cos experience are when u learn from your mistakes and u gain from them next time i am just orhsumly repeating n repeating the same bad jio. oh wells its like when life gives u bad jios, u jio more ppl to join yr bad jios, thats wert friends are for =)

Well i am off tobuy stuff for the burden eid(this is the longest post ever as in time-wise not content-wise but burden-wise)

halfway there, its time to kickass, or get your ass kicked, its your call, hoooooo! when the going gets tough, the tough gets a dota game, true story...=)

i think its sort of becoming a habit before every exams i would come and say how cui i will end up being and for the 4th time..i think i am rightly and truly screwed but oh wells life goes one, time isn't stopping for no one, yeah life sucks and thats how it rolls, we just have to deal with it and i am dealing with it by watching awesome episodes of big bang theory..zomg i am dead but everyones got to die some day so -dododo-

in a months time it would be 4 sems down n 4 more to go zomg i am halfway there, i am such an engineer, i have absolutely no idea wert i have been doing for the entire 4 sems that gone past, i fear for others when i go to work in 2 yrs time, be afraid, be very afraid. yeah but also remember u all have to die one day, we live to die, i am just helping u to shorten the process, no thanks needed anytime man, anytime.

yeah some random thoughts theoretically if you bathe and u get cleaner every time, why does your towel smell weird(yeah my towel smells weird, its time for a change). Yeah n the physio in ntu is quite awesome not only cos its cheap bert i finally know roughly werts wrong with my ankle other than in general its a burden, so its quite a good jio. Cos it didn't actually require me to amputate or along that line, thats nice. =) .or is it -dododo-

I am quite lost cos my minds like a blank now so i am just gonna fill up this empty space with words and see how its goes, oh look now i typed an entire sentence, i am proud of myself for filling up this spacailly challenged space.*like* I am supposed to be mugging i have to live up to my rep as a mugger as seem from my email, i am such a fake mugger. I shall run along n be such a fake mugger , till next time kiddies. =)

Yet another wee hours in the morning entry, today marks 23 Mar 09 meaning till my zomgly first paper that i haven started i have only 20 days or so. This isn't very good but oh wells things will work out or they won't its a 50-50 chance that i have to take like my teammate in jc in bball would say, every ball is a 50-50 chance even if it looks like a 10-90 ball where u might only have a 10% chance of getting to the ball, its still a 50-50 chance, its either u get it or u don't.true story.(he was quite serious when he said that but we laughed anyways but he really went for 10-90 challenges frequently, he was quite awesome, and kickass at the same time)

I really donno why i am blogging although i have like an unfinishable amount of online lectures waiting to be watched but or wells i just need an excuse to slack. relaxsink. i donno why relaxsink is spelt this way but oh wells that's how the burden huimin spells it n shes in london now, adm slackersss but oh wells relaxsink when i grow up i would wanna keep an imaginary pet cat to eat up her imaginary goldfish. Yet another week just whizzed by with nothing much done but this studying stuff is coming to an end soon. 1 more month at this time and i would have my last 2 papers wheeee and zomg it would be the long awaited hols! except with the burden of the eid project but that might be the only thing giving mi a slight chance of staying in hall through the hols(i am just lazy to move my stuff out although i really have nothing much in my rm.dododo) and after the hols, holy crap i would be as old as a year 3.(i hope not as fat..dododo)

And yeaaa i am not running for anyone man, i am just secretly fat n i secretly wanna be less fat. Thats how i roll cause i am round, like a ball to the call.it just rhymes man, dun judge mi. =) bert bert running is awesome, although alot of ppl find it boring, its more of a self acheivement kind of stuff, its all about being more awesome than u already are. And why is it weird to run by yrself man*dododo*looks ard weirdly*dododo*, its the only time when its quiet n stuff, ok trueee sometimes its v v v boring bert its awesome. And the after effect of a run is the awesome part not the running part itself, especially if u feel like dying, it would be awesome, i am weird i know bert who isn't(and lose i was supposed to run today bert i sort of slacked and things went downhill.lalala.i am suchhh a slacker i am going to be a circle soon in terms of shape a circle is the only few shapes without a point edge. i rather be an oval when i grow up.

With everything u can see nothing, with nothing u can see everything i don't know what it really means but its some random stuff. secretly i am a pro acting like a noob but oh wells. on another random note snce i am on random stuffs now i am listening to kate voegeles "i won't disagree" for the 1243532545 times alrdy the song n lyrics are just kickass "ignorance is bliss, you would hear me say" or i might be bias cos she aso acted in one tree hill.dododo.(this dododo stuff is catching up really fast) i am such a randomer, thats how i roll cos i am round =)

Anyways i am gonesss till next time kiddies. remember  don't worry for tomorrow, not because tomorrow will worry for itself but really u might be dead today so chillasink man, or don't worry for tomorrow cause u are alrdy screwed today, either way chillaxsink =)

The clock striked 0300(rather it went like tick or along that line) anyways i was planning to come up with some kickass cool way to start this post since i realized my zomg last post was like 9mths ago and surprise!!! I still remembered my passwert..so ya anyways i gave up trying to make up a cool line of how to start this post cos i realized something, no matter how i start..it would be kickass!

The last few months went like a blur from a noob yr 1 engine student to a noob yr 2 engine student. Thats life for engineering, you never get smart, you just get better at faking to be smart..true story..thats how we engineers roll and we are good at that. You know those pipes n buildings we build..we are just hoping that it won't crumble down and fall like dominos, but if it did we hope we would be dead by then cause really its quite hard to blame a dead guy and we will be laughing at you from the afterlife until u get to the other side then we might get into trouble, but what can you do..u can't kill a dead guy so we engineers are a win. Anyways the past 9 months nothing much awesome happened (this might be due to the fact i am too awesome and my awesomeness is overflowing that i find stuff happening all around me a tad less awesome..FAKE) Life has been alrights, you just have to go with the flow and be less gek gao then things will work out. Life in hall has been awesome with all the ginas. Everyones is a gina, its just whether they show it , no matter how old u are we have a gina inside of us that results in random stuff and random stuff is kickass, but yea the awesome people i hang out with are all ginas so it isn't weird to act like one..unless you are the only one then it would be weird but even if i were the only one who cares man..if you are having fun..you are number 1. So it has been quite an good run other than the unforseeable burdens(super big sprain ankle burden, exams, projects lurking around. I also made a very important secret, secretly..i am fat >.< NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO but oh wells life goes on =)

Cheer up kiddies and i am going off to sleep to the maximum spiders =)

Some burden stuffs has been happening recently, which is unawesome, and its just a simple matter of gek gao-ness(i am going to make this word gek gao famous..true story..haha) some people just want to make a mountain out of a molehill(woah i sometimes even surprise myself the phrase really makes sense..zomg) i really can't see wads the aim of the whole issue unless its for money or food..oh zomg food i am hungry again..then it would be justifiable by my standards..but anyways to those people emoing(i dun really get the word emo but oh wells, when u emo, you just stop emoing and instead start being awesome..true story) you dun care about what others say, people can run their mouths and say what they want but they can't tell you what you do unless you want to do it, its your life not anyones else. Life isn't just smooth sailing nothing really comes your way for free you have to work for it..ah damn means my phrase of the out-of-luck is void..damnit i am just too slack hahaha, yeah but in life..shit happens so you can just stay in the shit till someone helps you clean it up or u can just climb out of it and toss the shit at ppl to spread the shittyness..haha i have no idea wad i was trying to put across but oh wells..as long as the thing is right just do it man, and do it awesomely, unless its like criminal stuff like robbing, kidnapping or killing. But ehhh wait killing is okay..FAKEEEEE hahaha but yeah threats don't solve anything..violence does..HAHHAHAHAHHA

i always believed no matter what happens no matter how panicky or how crap the situation is as long as u did awesomely even in situations like a oh-shit-i-killed-him-and-10-ppl-saw-mi-kill-him-wad-should-i-do-should-i-kill-all-of-them-also-kind of a situation occurs chillax man things will somehow find a way out. OR u can tell the 10 ppl that saw you not to gek gao and just walk away dododo hahaha =)

I have no idea what's the link between the title and this entry but the point is that its an awesome quote haha..next weeks marks yet the start of a sort of another academic season, the start of intersem 2!

Accounting here i come, come on man i have to take electives to pull up my gpa(and i hope accounting would assist mi in my aim) instead of doing the opposite(which happens so frequently that it's not very good). Anyways it kind of hard to start studying again while everyone seems to be either slacking or part-timing away. And my tutor seems garang by sending out emails to start forming groups of 5 for presentation(how the hell can i form groups if i don't know who's in my tutorial class!!!) and telling us that we would be going through tutorial 1 on the first lesson when we haven't even went for a single lesson, she's good..she's damn good! Something tells mi that garangness isn't good in the army where we learnt first hand that theres a very fine line between garangness and stupidity and more often than not we cross the line lolx..

Anyways i collected my laptop(2nd repair in 3 weeks..not awesome at all and theres more to come)and headed back down to ntu yesterday only to realise that training was cancelled and basically i traveled all the way from tampines to boon lay just to go back hall and mj with the usual gang the clown(zm), huanlong(ah tiong..haha) and huimin(and yea i lost again..and the streak continues..). On another note, huimin's luck was disgustingly good, whos wins 5 tai and two 4 tai and a 3 tai zimou all in dong feng! She was just like a 黑店 getting everyone's $(yea all 3 lost to 1 huimin,might be cos all 3 of us were watching croatia winning germany and were stunned, but i don't think so, cos huimin's luck was really v v v good! it was like 手抖 almost every round), and none were spared, she was so good that we looked bad..like how all the dragon year ppl are setting the bar so high that our gpa looks bad by comparison, hey give us a chance man, we just want to grad with our honour lol

But the best part was my laptop died again, after putting up a brave front for nearly 2hours+, it succumbed to the blue screen of death(thats wad ppl call it). The blue screen has many forms, but the result would be doom. And today would be the day..the 3rd time in 3 weeks that i have to go all the way down to the ulu kallang way where the repair centre did almost everything(the motherboard and harddrive had been replaced! what other thing is there to be replaced..aye come on man give my laptop a chance, as long as it can go online and allows mi to play football manager..thats all that i ask come on man! laptop repair ppl i believe in you all for the 3rd time..the 3rd time better be the charm) BUT theres still the ever present BLUE screen, at least give mi some variety man, green, red or even pink but come on laptop don't u get sick of blue!!! And variety it did show, it outdid itself by showing a black screen..touche, where even the restart button proved useless..well played laptop..a worthy adversary..(crap la stupid laptop cannot even make it to the main screen just shutdown itself $^&!#@)

So i woke up at 10+ and headed off to the repair centre at some ulu pandan area in the east, but before that i gt faked by lihui to just go and eat some chicken wings at raffles place! But it was closed, in her words" after working here for so long, its the first time i saw the store closed" hahaha but the most world class was some guy eating cai fan suddenly sneezing/coughing(either way..stuff just came out)while he was eating and it flew all the way to the opposite side of the table where some poor guy was minding his own business eating his mee pok where portions of cai fan flew onto his meepok and shirt and etc etc(it clearly wasn't his lucky day) and the most world class part was the guy that sneezed just looked down and continued eating his cai fan! We were like just stunned, i think this expression -_- explains it all haha ya and stuff likdat doesn't always happens in movies or tv shows, it can happen at any normal market place hahaha..so aniwaes we continued slacking around(where gt company give u 2h lunch break one!!!) ya and where got ppl eat apple strudel till so messy one just eat till everywhere also got one haha and when some1 tell you then just start to kick alrdy! No1 play kick one! N its not purple day! haha

Next up after sending the laptop for repair(for the 3rd freaking time in 3 weeks! argh! if it results in a 4th time i might have to act like a typical singaporean and then start complaining..) I cabbed down to sengkang(how slack! while other are still working) to cut my hair(it was long, the weather is hot,  it wasn't cool so i had to cut it) and then i travelled back to tampines..yea so if u see the map i almost ventured around the entire singapore, this is some cool shit! haha and after that i went to run from my house to bedok reservior and back! Another case of where garangness leads down a very bad road, i almost died after not running for an uber long time, it wasn't very fun n AYES its 230am now and I am off now to watch the replay of the NBA finals game 4!!! Its going to be LEGENDARY!

Wadddup!!! Wad a fun week! the long awaited release of sem 2 results and my driving test! and i am blogin to entertain ppl when they have nothing to do when they are working...wad a slacker!!!

But first on monday..it was dineydinedine's bdae and char and the lao mieh(zhi huai) were plotting stuff for the birthday girl who never suspected a thing(but yeah she did..we weren't such pro actors)..the main idea was for char and dine to go shop ard city hall while mi and the lao mieh were 'coincidently' there and stuff like 'zomg wad are u doing here! so conincidental' den kidnap her somewhere else haha but our plan sort of failed and we had to have a change of plan..okay changeS of planS haha..

Plan A, first i was supposed to meet them while coming out of the mrt but i arrived too early! Plan failed!!!
Plan B, we were supposed to walk along city link damn slowly and wait for them to catch up but we were too fast! Plan failed!!!
Plan C, we waited outside the toilet so when they come up the escalator we could say 'hi! wad a coincidence!', we camped for awhile but they were still nowhere to be seen! Plan failed!!!
Last resort! we walked towards them hoping to 'coincidently' bump into them but the worst scenerio happened...while we were goin up the escalator, they were going down! n they couldn't hear us calling them! In the end, we had to chase after them and act surprised to see them..it was priceless haha

After many failed plans and change of plans, we went TCC, 4 of us with 4 plain water and the cheapest main course(if it sucked we decided that we all would die together), the legendary macaroni!!!

Next up would be the world class act that we would do to the birthday girl...blindfolded in front of city hall mrt!

It's like leading the blind, 1 blind mice!

That day the bus was just on time, it was moving according to plan haha, the bdae girl never suspected a thing!

It's just a Nei Hee Hee =)

It's like we are there and the dineydinedine still doesn't suspect a thing!

Can't see still act zhuai! super funnie! hahaha

Just a i-have-no-idea-what-we-are-doing moment haha

In the hallway be4 the entrance!

Its like another donno-what-we-were-doing moment

Finally she saw where we were!

The flyer was like a 30 mins ride..it was like a $1 lost for every min, it was like flying away!!! Some cool shit pics!



More pics!!!




Just a pihar shioky haha the flyer was just like a super slow lift!!!

Next up would be the long awaited results! On the 5th June 2008 at 12am, the ntu server was jammed wif ppl checkin results, so mi and my frens just decided to play dota(yeah its a weird game but at that time we had nothing better to do and there were no shows to watch so yeah..hahaha)

So aniwaes my results were around wad i expected but damn the physics of sports! if not i would have acheived my aim of nt getting a B- this sem...damnit, i should have seen it coming(given that i attended onli 1 of the 10 lectures and i basically buanged my mid term test..see la maybelin told u we should have mced but nooooo we decided to act smart and went for the exam instead hahaha..bad idea), but actually i was somehow expecting a C so a B- was a okay result but damnit i should have s/ued the stupid module when i had the chance, this is just some weird shit as electives are supposed to help us increase our gpa, but its like doing the opposite..the irony...its not funnie!!! damnit but due to this B- I have to treat zhirong and jian 'the guy that says hes result sucked but ended up with a gpa of 4+' you a meal cos i bet that i wouldn't get higher than a C, oh i am sooo burned..yeah but overall its okays result and i have to slowly pull up my gpa from the depths of a 2nd lower to a 2nd upper..but i am awesome so it should be okay(yea right)..

Moving on I PASSED MY DRIVING!!! WOOT!!! and its not cos i am a cat in a suit(i swear i will box the person that said that) but the suit up part was awesome cos suits are cool(u will onli get this if u watch how i met your mother) Aniways i almost buanged at the crank course, i thought i mount the kerb, but in the end it was a good fake by the road where it was a hump onli(but i onli knew after the test so be4 that the whole time in my mind it was like, 'ahhh crap cui alrdy la cfm die la'but i just kept driving and luckily i did that if not i would really have to  fork out another $140 for another tp, but if i really buanged the test i would have a free McSpicy meal (hello thxs!!! nice like mice) =) hahaha the tester was damn scary at the end in the room where he tells u the results where u pass or fail, first he scared mi by asking mi how many lessons i took and than asked mi why i am still so weak(i was like 'nabeeiiii cfm die alrdy laaaa' it was really a good fake, I think testers secretly try to sabo us and enjoy seeing our stunned expressions..they are not just good...they are THIS good..awesome) but in the end when he ticked the passed box i was stunned!!!(stunned not that i passed cos i expected it cos i am awesome but...who am i kidding i was stunned i passed haha and i was stunned i had to treat a McSpicy meal..nooooooo hahaha)

To end this i have to say I have no idea why i did the things that i did, but i sure did awesome =)